one. I never thought the words would be able to come out of my mouth; but I've come to realize they can. I'm fine without you. two. This is what you deserve. I hope you miss me now, just as much as I missed you before when you turned me away. But don't come to me now, I've found someone better. three. She's not the type of girl to wait by the phone, she won't cry, she knows it'll get her nowhere, she'll laugh a lot and often, and she will live her own life. She would like you to be a part of it, but she will do just fine without you. four. You know, she really does love you. More than anyone else, but you just let her walk into your life and walk right back out. Boy, you missed your chance, because nobody will ever love you like that girl does, so go get yourself screwed over by one of those sluts, who have a new boyfriend every week, because that girl... that girl doesn't care anymore. five. So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, & each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering. six. I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, & then I saw you & the smudges were gone. The window was clean. -Dawson's Creek. seven. He said something that made her laugh, like, genuinely laugh. He smiled and said, "I knew I could still do that." eight. She's just a teenage girl, who's sick of it all. She's tired of girls believing stupid lies, and cheating boys. She can't stand how everybody's just looking for someone to hurt. And how nobody tells the truth anymore. She's just a teenage girl, who wants to go back to the old days. nine. He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that I should love every flaw. He taught me that no matter what, I should just make a decision and jump, and not regret it. ten. For the first time in a while, when she walked in, you could see, from the look in her eyes and the smile on her face, that she was gonna be okay. eleven. She wouldn't care if you called her & woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. She loves arguing, & she's good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid. She hates it when people don't call her back. She envies every couple she sees walking around showing their happiness. She only wants to be happy & lately all she thinks about is you. twelve. "What do you really want?" I asked him impatiently. "You, I want you," he replied. I wasn't buying it. I turned to walk away, when he stopped me. "I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, cause she'll feel bad for it. The part where she wants me, too. That's what I really want." thirteen. There's only so much you can do before you stop and realize it's over. The problem we have is we hate giving up. It's a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak; but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. It's letting go of something when you know it's near the end. fourteen. He smiled, she smiled, they knew right away, this was the day they'd waited for their whole lives, for a moment the whole world revolved around one boy & one girl. comment. |