- i look so good without you;

one.
You can't imagine all the pain I feel. Remember that night, the one where we just sat there and talked? Well, that night I fell in love with you, and for that one night I felt like I belonged. I just thought of that night, and I realized how much I really miss you.

two.
And I loved him, gosh how I loved him. It wasn't love of course, even I can see now that it was infatuation, but at the time it near enough killed me. It's so passionate, so intense, so painful, that even years afterward you still feel the hurt when you hear their name.

three.
He needs stability. Someone to truly care for him. But he can't seem to tell the one person who managed to do that for him. He's suffereing the consequences of letting other people's opinions get to him.

four.
Well, I didn't mean for it to go as far as it did. And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't meant to love me back, but I know that you did.

five.
When she talks to you, listen to her voice. She may be talking about the weather, but she's screaming she loves you.

six.
So you're basically that girl's life. She thinks about you all the time. You're always the first one she notices in a room full of people. You're the one that keeps her up all night. Yeah, she's pretty much head over heels.

seven.
You say you don't love him, but I can see it in your eyes that you want him. I know that you need him. I can tell by the look on your face that you still care. I know somewhere in your heart you wish he was there.

eight.
When you're thinking about how much you miss me, and I'm completely fine. Remember how I felt, and remind yourself this is what you wanted. Because with every day coming and going, I'm learning how to be okay without you. And I can't wait for the day when I get to look at you and feel absolutely nothing.

- how do you sleep?

one.
It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again, like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.

two.
Too often going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right. And letting someone in means abandoning the walls you took so long to build. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don't see coming; when we don't have time to come up with a strategy, pick a side, or measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that's when the sacrifice becomes more than we can bear.

three.
If I could spend every minute of every day with you, I would. I think about you all the time. I think of you when I go to bed, and you're the first thing I think about when I wake up. I can't go through one day without wanting to see you, needing to see you. You're addicting, and I don't get it. What is it about you?

four.
And when he sees her, he holds his breath and walks by without breathing. And when he walks by, he stares determinedly in the other direction, in order not to look at her because if he does, he'll stare forever.

five.
We all have that boy; he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliche butterflies, complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this. I think every single girl has this boy, and every single girl will remember him forever- he's not the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.

six.
There were times when he caught me, but more times when he let me fall. And it finally came time for me to learn that I could pick myself up off the ground and walk away.

seven.
I swear to you I'll try my best. I won't let you fall. I won't let another goddamn tear run down your face. You're everything, and I need you to see that. I'm sorry I haven't treated you well in the past. I'm sorry I gave up on you. I'm here now, and I'm not going to sit back and watch you lose yourself this time. I promise you that.

eight.

- don't worry bout me. <3

one.
I never thought the words would be able to come out of my mouth; but I've come to realize they can. I'm fine without you.

two.
This is what you deserve. I hope you miss me now, just as much as I missed you before when you turned me away. But don't come to me now, I've found someone better.

three.
She's not the type of girl to wait by the phone, she won't cry, she knows it'll get her nowhere, she'll laugh a lot and often, and she will live her own life. She would like you to be a part of it, but she will do just fine without you.

four.
You know, she really does love you. More than anyone else, but you just let her walk into your life and walk right back out. Boy, you missed your chance, because nobody will ever love you like that girl does, so go get yourself screwed over by one of those sluts, who have a new boyfriend every week, because that girl... that girl doesn't care anymore.

five.
So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, & each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

six.
I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, & then I saw you & the smudges were gone. The window was clean.
-Dawson's Creek.

seven.
He said something that made her laugh, like, genuinely laugh. He smiled and said, "I knew I could still do that."

eight.
She's just a teenage girl, who's sick of it all. She's tired of girls believing stupid lies, and cheating boys. She can't stand how everybody's just looking for someone to hurt. And how nobody tells the truth anymore. She's just a teenage girl, who wants to go back to the old days.

nine.
He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that I should love every flaw. He taught me that no matter what, I should just make a decision and jump, and not regret it.

ten.
For the first time in a while, when she walked in, you could see, from the look in her eyes and the smile on her face, that she was gonna be okay.

eleven.
She wouldn't care if you called her & woke her up just to talk at two in the morning. She loves arguing, & she's good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid. She hates it when people don't call her back. She envies every couple she sees walking around showing their happiness. She only wants to be happy & lately all she thinks about is you.

twelve.
"What do you really want?" I asked him impatiently. "You, I want you," he replied. I wasn't buying it. I turned to walk away, when he stopped me. "I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, cause she'll feel bad for it. The part where she wants me, too. That's what I really want."

thirteen.
There's only so much you can do before you stop and realize it's over. The problem we have is we hate giving up. It's a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak; but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. It's letting go of something when you know it's near the end.

fourteen.
He smiled, she smiled, they knew right away, this was the day they'd waited for their whole lives, for a moment the whole world revolved around one boy & one girl.

comment.

one.
You can't always sit in your corner of the forest and wait for people to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.
-Winnie the Pooh.

two.
I can't help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they've ever said and done - the good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.

three.
I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile. The way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

four.
Some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.

five.
She stares at herself in the mirror. She doesn't notice how gorgeous she is. She doesn't give herself credit for being such a great person, a wonderful friend, and a great listener. He didn't see her beauty, and now neither does she.

six.
Remember back in middle school when everyone would sign enach other's yearbooks with the words 'Don't ever change'. And you know what's funny about people these days? They always do.

seven.
There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of a new life.

eight.
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it's like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can just fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you're ready to let it all end. Trust me. I know exactly how it feels.

nine.
He's the reason I'm messed up, the reason I can't get myself into another relationship. No matter how hard I try, no matter how bad I want to.. I'm scared. I'm not scared of getting hurt, I'm scared of hurting someone else. Because I could never love anyone, the way I loved him.

ten.
I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just...you just feel like everything really is goin gto be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.

conversation quotes. --find me more?

Boy: What should I do?
Girl: Just follow your heart..
Boy: What do you think my heart says?
Girl: I dunno...Im not your heart
Boy: But you're most of it...

Boy: So who do you like?
Girl: Oh, some guy who doesn't like me
Boy: Well then he's missing out..
Girl: Haha, who do you like?
Boy: A girl who likes this guy who's totally missing out..

Girl:  sometimes, my thoughts get all jumbled.
Boy:  what do you want to say? maybe I can help you.
Girl:  i don’t know how i feel about you.
Boy:  tell me how you feel now.
Girl:  i feel like there are tiny fireworks about to go off.
Boy:  i like fireworks.
Girl:  but what about my jumbled thoughts?
Boy:  the sparks will untangle them.  trust me.

Girl: Im so afraid to fall
Boy: This is different..
Girl: How is this time different?
Boy: Cause this time... I'll catch you

Girl: Do you think Im pretty?
Boy: No...
Girl: Do you want to be with me forever?
Boy: No...
Girl: Would you cry If I left you?
Boy: No...
Girl:Would you live for me?
Boy: No..
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you pick me or your life?
Boy: My life..
Girl: *tears up and turns around*
Boy: *Grabs her by the arm*
Boy: I don't think you're pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever, I won't cry if you leave, I'd die. I wouldn't live for you cause, I would die for you, The reason why I wouldn't do anything for you, is cause I'd do everything for you, and the reason why I chose my life is cause you ARE my life.

Girl: Random question but what's your biggest wish?
Boy: I dunno, What's yours?
Girl: To be kissed in the middle of the street in the pouring rain..
Boy: I can make that come true...

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy: Yeah, she is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't.)
Boy: She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like how you knew everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that counts. (I can't remember what she says when I think of you)
Girl: Well...I hope you guys last. (Cause we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (What ever happened to you & me?)
Girl: Well, I gotta go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy:  Yeah. Me too. (I hope you don't cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

And my own from last night, just made me laugh.
Him: I wanna go to the mall.
Her: Why?
Him: One of my friends said they'd buy me stuff at Spencer's.
Her: I'm not going in there.
Him: Why not?
Her: Because....When I was with some guy friends, they bought dick shampoo.
Him: Hahahhaha lol.
Her: Not funny. Awkward & gross.
Him: I'd buy it.
Her: YUCK. Why'd ya have to say that?
Him: Cause I would.
Her: So what if I went in there & bought like, a vibrator? You wouldn't think that'd be awkward?
Him: You're right.
Her: I know. You'd think it'd be way awkward.
Him: Actually, if I were with you I'd ask you why you were getting a vibrator since you have me.
Her: Hahahaha pretty sure you don't vibrate?
Him: Well we can find out then.
Her: ...Or not.
I like him, lots <3(: